BLOG RE-OPEN!

OK!


I know it's really rusty here. So it's time to clean up this Blog! From Now onwards, I gonna RE-BLOG!!!


lol..





2 more days till I touch down at HONG KONG! So Excited to visit one of my favourite place in ASIA!





But a little worried for mum, she's sort of temperamental. I hope she don't ignite her emotions and spoil my trip. Don't really wanna see "LIVE" Hong Kong Drama!





Today's work at jackpot room was "WoW"! Damn busy. I can say it's the busiest morning shift I even had for this past 6 mths. Tired & Sleepy.





Anyway, I have work again tmr, Night shift, be4 tat, shall go online to book my flight seats.





I Swear to take lots of photos of me in Hong Kong!





Till then, I shall sign off with this Picture.



P.S Can't wait to taste this! 云南过桥米線！ *drool*!!....

What's Marriage?

I don't believe strongerly in marriage now. So many things happen at home. Upset, stress disappointing and all the negative thoughts. I really don't understand why pple get married, have family without accepting the partner's negative side.. I'm really afraid of all these things..
unhappy stuff..
All I have thought having a happy family compared to others was like all wrong now.. What's happening.. I don't understand. I thought of having my dream career and happy family. why all those shit things happening..

I really hope I could faster step into the company to work and avoid those unhappy stuff..

Peace Please...

:(

Nice work!

Good working day today..
Fang is doing good in sales..
lol.. she serve her 1st customer in ROBINSON!
haha.. tmr sad 4 her have to work there alone..
me n dino working at jackpot room tmr..
just met weili from orchard..
so nice that got free car ride from him back home.. lol..
heard some things from dino about ian talking bullshit bout us..
say all those crap stuff that ruined my reputation..
I decide to BAN him in my list.. Put him in a higlighted column..
the one who always talk nonsense to pple..
an idiot to the society..


anyway dun spoil my mood.. also looking 4ward tmr's work.. the nice work place..
relax, light work, short hours..
hope this coming friday no training then i can go earn $75 dollars for 3 hrs, dealing event..


Mood of the Day: Happy & Tired..

Looking Forward to..

Tommorow!!!!!!!!!

because 3 of us are working together at ROBINSONS.. hahaha...

I intro fang by chance, caue YBA's aunty Gina ask me if got pple working tmr.. then I sms my merchandiser. Lucky i build good relations with her.. then i intro fang in. haha. n i actually work in the morning but change my slot to fit dino's slot..

lol.. yeah.. tmr's programme,
1230hr- each lunch together
1300hr- take train together
1400hr- work together
1800hr- eat dinner
2200hr- go home

see ya gals...
lol..
so excited to see how fang handle customer...
hahaha...

Family

I love my family members more then anything else...

Will At least listen to my complain,
Will not get angry with me for a long period of time even it's my fault..
Will Buy me n share with me good stuff..
Will never desert me alone..
Will always give me support in terms of financially, mentally..
Will be there for me..




Others?



I dunno.


For now, I feel like I'm drowning myself with work n training. I almost 4got my family, friends.
I hope for a dream life. When is it coming?





Soon.. :)

Pondering ends up nothing..

Think so much for the past days after recieving the invitation. End up did not attend, disappoint pple, tired myself?

What's all this for? I dun noe.. really.. I really hope everything will no crash together next time.. I hate so MUCH when handling all this things..

I SEEK advice from many but the solution isn't there. If I were to fulfill everyone's expectation, will I be the one who's happy or others? I live to make pple happy or myself? Contradicted..

Someone told me tat he was stunned tat I did this. I say yes. You can use "stunned" on me. cause I'm the one pple always expect me to turn up to partys, invitation, so-on. But this time round I'm really tired. not only tired on the very day, but so many days of work.

I told him maybe only Fang n Dino understand ba. cause they know I'm handling 2 jobs now. trying to cope with commitments in bball. Yes, I'm selfish this time round. for myself.

I feel like my legs are getting weaker. I dunno whats happening to my body. my knees are like not working properly.. It's painful when I climb the stairs. What should I do..

I dun wanna quit training. I dun wan history to repeat.

Any one who can understand how I feel?