old memories

My Veri Old Memories...





ME n my sis


Me


My Little Cute brother


The Three Kids at granny place


Me!


My 1st B'dae


Three of us n Ah ma..


My cute Bro'


My sis n ah ma


My Cheeky Bro' n Ah ma



The family pic.. n my ah ma's maid


My daddy n cheeky Bro'


Little Bro' trying to act cool.. so funny

So cute n naughty last time.. now grow up le look so ugly... lol

my sis n bro'

My sis n bro

My maid, ah ma, me in sch uniform, n sis



Mummy or me?




My handsome Dad.. Super old pics lor..




reading siaz..


he stil have some sense of fashion siaz..
Proud of my super daddy..
Work so hard for the family.. n not forgetting my mummy too..
Love them alot.. ;D

I SPEND AGAIN!!!!!

My god...

only in Smb Shopping centre, I spend $630!!!!!!

Because of my Good Frene lennard... omg.. he know one sales man from the shop "Challenger"..
So he give me very good discount n free stuff...

What I Bought there-

Canon Camera IXUS 80 Champagne Gold Colour which comes with, 32mb memory, 4GB memory card, 8GB Memory card, memory card reader,Pouch, Screen Protector, going to give extra battery(no stock now)will contact me to get when there is..
Original onsale cost: $349
Discounted Cost n those free goodies: $327

Cooling Pad for laptop
Original onsale cost: $49
Discounted Cost: $39

Philips Speaker n headset
Original onsale cost: $59
Discounted Cost: $52

Total spend in "challenger" = $418 instead of $457
n the free items that cost around $30++
Total Save $$= $70+

In City Chain bought

Seiko Watch (Automatic) Rose Gold colour Frame
Original onsale cost: $255
Discounted Cost: $212
20% Discount for "V" Day..

Super exccited to test those new stuff.. but now i left not much $$$ liao really cannot buy anymore exp stuff le...

not going to bomb my bank acc again..
anyway the cam my sis offer to share $100 for losing her old camera..

later noon going house visiting.. hope will be fun..
need to sleep le.. really tired but shiok day to have the feeling of spending $$$ =D

Will post pics soon..

I Cried...

I really cried..






Result of LAUGHING too much!!!!!!!!! Hahahahahahah.....

I was doing housekeeping just now n saw some of my family's old photo albums.. me n my sis was laughing at each other's ugly pics like crazy... especially my brother's pic.. all so cheeky.. but cute pics of him.. I saw my grandmum... I MISS HER ALOT!!!

but now my bright sides I can't share with her anymore... so upset... I pray to her for forgiveness of not visiting her grave..
for that she had pass dreams to my uncle that y i have not visit her for so long...
"ah ma, i really miss u alot..." now even when i'm typing this I feel tears in my eyes.. n the heartache of losing someone u cherish when she's gone..

on the other hand i share share some of my old pic on the next blog..

tell u some stuff bout the pics.. u can't believe how super dupy fat me n my sis are past 10 years.. My goodness.. n my brother so skinny..
look like as if we snatch all his food..
n when i stand next to my mum it look as if I'm the mum, she's the daughter... OMG..

enough manic talking.. u shall see on the next post..

I'm going out for supper wif fang n dino le..

chao

My new year food ..

Libra's uniform

Super star Libra bulid in 1975, super old ship

me n chen xiao

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm back.. HOME SWEET HOME..

this really mean alot to me...

I just went to sun plaza to buy my own pillow n booster.. the pillow cause 119sgd, after discount.95 sgd.. 1st time buy exp de booster.. but I HOPE it really help my neck n back pain..

24hrs no sleep..

maybe going to sembawang shoppin later..

I hope to spend my $$ slow.. dun wanna end like last contract dieing at home..

Excited n Contradicted

I'm working like continuous 12 hours shift for the past 4 days, with less then 5hours of sleep..
I hate that onboard life because I could not manage my time for shore leave, sleep n work..
But all this is going to come to a coma for a time being Cause...

Excited for What?
Cause tmr I'm coming back..

Contradicted for What?
Cause when I'm back, I dunno what to say to V gals..
Although I didn't read jing's post yet, rac told me her post was like against me n rac?.?
I really have no Idea how much my post had made a impact on her feelings..
Neven I dun receive replys or wishes of Happy New Year from U gals even Yun?
My goodness.... What happen to all of us?

I only hope pple understand.. Maybe I'm wrong to use "fragmented" this word.. but What I'm trying to mean was to stop all those whatever sayings.. We gals are gonna be 21 soon, Y can we just be good friends for each others? Really I hope you gals understand. Maybe U have not seen more of the outside world, for me too Still alot to learn. But ur really should stop this war.. I really yearn for peace between all of us..

Looks like I've more contradicted stuff then exicted onces..
Please let us all live a peaceful n better life..

I will be back on

29th JAN 2009!

Time: TBA

In A State of Depression

Depression Is all Around me. I felt how those pple who work too long in star cruise felt. Only one word, Depressing.. I always rmb Mrs jospeh's word "Fail to Plan, Plan to Fail". But It dosen't work in this company, for this time round I do not want to plan any thing, cause the more plan's I've got, I need to fight the unjust. I dun wanna make myself so tired anymore. I'm not giving up, is just that, It unjust in the begining, we have no position to negotiate or watsoever. so no ponit to plan or fight back. At a better ponit of view, I'm not jobless now. but only leading a hard working life onboard.

I give up so many times when I have trouble or hard work in the past, BUT NOW, no more, I believe I can make it to the right track where I'll be standing high and looking down and across on my achievements. I will not give up . Unlike the rest of them planning to resign from this place. I suddenly felt that what does not kill me makes me STRONGER! So I'll not say die now.

But to my Friends out there, Pls take good Care of urself and Pray hard for me .. hahaha..


canceled sign off, tranfering to Libra on 9th jan,
Currently no sign off date for mid vacation.
Estimated or rumors sign off date on 29th jan.

Will post further information soon.